urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12 ~blanket~ ~blanket~ 2007-02-01T08:48:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:129001 2007-02-01T08:48:23Z 2007-02-01T08:48:23Z qoute breathe unquote<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />the clockwork knight is ticking <br />ticking tock again, <br />my lips are always moving<br />i wont tell you<br />what i mean<br />if you cant recall a word<br />i said<br /><br />im the golden one inside you<br />the one that never speaks<br />to fold your arms discretely<br />is to quickly silence me<br />the cross around your neck<br />that constant reverie<br />but my whispers have been muffled<br />and you can plainly see<br /><br /><br />my hands are tied<br />so neatly<br /><br />but your heart, it still hears me<br /> <br />i'll never see the ocean<br />aside from photographs<br />will and warn deception<br />unless i plan to pass<br /><br />where<br /><br /> does <br /><br /> <br /> he <br /> <br /><br /><br /> lie?<br /><br /><br />you'll never find me on the ocean<br />or in a sea of green<br />unless im wearing that old t shirt<br />that bridge walker left for me<br />i come from where the wheat grows<br />weaving wind and golden streams<br />from the sky, <br />beneath the barrows<br />the sunlight dances in the leaves<br />inside the album sleeve<br />my hands are tied, <br />so neatly<br /><br />and what of lehi?<br /><br /><br />he's broken<br /><br />his hands are neatly tied<br />a reflection in the window<br />clear, uncluttered, crucified<br /><br />the willingess inside me<br />oh, the purity of heart.<br />to only want one thing<br />preserve my soul inside a mason jar<br />it can rest inside your window well<br />just below the cool damp earth <br />oh, the willingness inside of me<br />WHAT A PLACE TO KEEP YOUR HEART urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:128529 2006-05-23T21:39:24Z 2006-05-23T21:39:24Z pulley - history repeats itself notice<br /><br />i do not update this oft enough for it to be on your friends page, and so i present you with my other oldfangled journal<br /><br /><br />www.livejournal.com/~oneredpanda<br /><br /><br /><br />add me my brethren, and ye shall be graciously rewarded. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:128498 2005-09-26T06:24:04Z 2005-09-26T06:24:04Z float away small child ill try to ignore all that hot air<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />apologies to the queen mary for the rest of the worlds lack of perfection urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:128119 2005-01-19T00:58:13Z 2005-01-19T00:58:45Z <img src="http://cheston.com/pbf/PBF011ADHammerScrewed.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:127547 2004-12-20T17:53:56Z 2004-12-20T17:53:56Z Riding my bike to the store with my friends and comin' out with a blue slurpee<br />lighting a match to a fuse and running really fast to get away from 80<br /><br />hop on your Huffy let's go ride down suicide<br />moon walk to beat it with a grass stain and scratch on your knee<br /><br />state of the art, pistol grip, black joystick I'm gonna kick your ass at Frogger<br />Luke Skywalker, Han Solo, light saber I wanna have my way with Leia<br /><br />hop on your Huffy let's go ride down suicide<br />moon walk to beat it with a grass stain and scratch on your knee<br /><br />hello Commodore and Barrymore<br />right foot red and laid out on the floor<br />gonna figure out this colored cube<br />got a pair of pants that parachute urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:127270 2004-10-11T05:35:20Z 2004-10-11T05:35:20Z how can your two hands and ten fingers move nine planets? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:127161 2004-10-07T16:40:06Z 2004-10-07T16:40:06Z last nights episode of futurama = super sad.<br />a cartoon with sad in it?<br />yeah, sad.<br /><br /><br /><br />poor seymour. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:126941 2004-07-22T11:13:08Z 2004-07-22T11:13:08Z what the hell!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:126610 2004-07-21T07:25:47Z 2004-07-21T07:25:47Z ulrich schnauss - letters from home rather difficult, mmm, yes, difficult. <br /><br />i have struggled with writing much of anything lately, why? because the same thoughts insist on running it through and driving it home, like middle aged mother and father thoughts that leading little son and daughter thoughts, who in turn bring sister and brother thoughts, and all of these become one massive frustrating question. <br /><br />my mind is a fleshy wrinkly family tree!<br /><br /><br />what this all leads up to is standing still, for much too long, where others have been forced to act, i have been left waiting, ready for action, but left waiting nonetheless.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />why would you want to pretend to be hateful uncaring and unloving? who benefits from these actions? most likely no one, you just end up looking like a fool and most likely in the end the rest of the living breathing world thinks of you as a complete jack ass.<br />so why?<br /><br /><br /><br />every time i make a move, a car purchase, a job opportunity, it somehow ends up being <br />ruined. at least i am not going to have to drive the van when i take the road test, a family member has graciously offered up a special one time only use of vehicle.<br /><br /><br />speaking of sucks, i love the 90's, not very funny, not very interesting, not very entertaining. that said, the 90's are not the new 80's!<br /><br /><br />who would have ever thought that in the great scheme of things, one day being graced with the joys of central air conditioning would be in my future. honestly though, you have no idea how happy this has made me.<br /><br /><br />also i enjoy reading cheesy ghost stories, and pictures of space, the great beyond you know, all that jazz.<br /><br /><br />goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:126336 2004-07-02T08:21:36Z 2004-07-02T08:21:36Z so proud... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:125805 2004-05-28T08:29:53Z 2004-05-28T08:29:53Z here i am! here i am! here i am!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />so glad you are! so glad you are! so glad you are! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:125486 2004-05-15T08:37:59Z 2004-05-15T08:37:59Z life with an extended warranty!<br />here we have a prime example<br />of he who deserves nothing<br />yet, expects everything.<br /><br /><br />with all of the nothing that has been going on,<br />one question that just fucking begs to be asked!<br /><br /><br /><br />how do you solve a problem like maria? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:125376 2004-04-21T02:15:27Z 2004-04-21T02:15:27Z making sense? apparently this is not a problem! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:125169 2004-04-20T05:58:30Z 2004-04-20T05:58:30Z this is awesome <a href="http://polarexpressmovie.warnerbros.com/">http://polarexpressmovie.warnerbros.com/</a><br /><br /><br />if you don't know why, well then fuck off<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />yeah....<br /><br />though i am more excited for the "where the wild things are" movie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:124723 2004-04-10T19:10:10Z 2004-04-10T19:10:10Z it must be rough, you know...being a genius. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:124430 2004-04-10T00:40:34Z 2004-04-10T00:42:07Z THATS RIGHT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:124245 2004-04-07T07:48:12Z 2004-04-07T07:48:12Z it is raining<br />has been for a little while now,<br />and i in barefeet and a sappy smile have been<br />kneedeep beneath the glow of the street light<br />in a newly formed river <br />for at least half of that while<br />just something i'd like to remember. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:124141 2004-04-05T05:15:53Z 2004-04-05T05:58:58Z He awakes to the dull light trying to force its way in around the edges of the blanket. He's thrown up in front of the window. The room's painted a somber yellow-gold. In the dark, it goes a soft, formless shade of nothing. He thinks, This is where I'm coming from. The dark suits me.<br /><br />A disaster of clothes, books, papers, food and blankets greet him wherever he moves. It makes him nervous. He's only ever comfortable in his car and he hates driving. Rock and roll will never die, he thinks. Rock and roll will never die.<br /><br />"But my God, it deserves to."<br /><br />He wonders what's been going on. The same shit.....New show but the same script. The party rages on he's sure.<br /><br />Now that she's gone, it's probably gotten a little easier. A little worse for the wear, perhaps, but he's alone at last. He's alone at last. He's the last.<br /><br />He used to be on top of his game. A real scene-stealer. A ravenous baby-eater. Now at a five and dime, he's a glorified counter-top cleaner where nobodies remember his name.<br /><br />So much so she loved him, so as it only seemed to hurt. Her devotion only made matters worse.<br /><br />"Well, you can caress it if you want to..."<br /><br />But as we've all come to find out, it may take more than love to keep the poison down.<br /><br />She's someplace now as he's sweating it out -- living low, high and dreaming of their forgotten, misplaced schemes. <br />Where in the night to no one within reach, he screams:<br /><br /><br />"Life takes you where it goes. Life takes you where it goes or so it would seem." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:123745 2004-03-26T02:02:29Z 2004-03-26T02:02:29Z it seems that i missed a phone call from zane grey earlier this afternoon.<br /><br />odd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:123614 2004-03-24T07:55:05Z 2004-03-24T07:55:05Z the rum diary - portals of salt lake exchange, constants, haunted by cancer victims, boring bandsville, the weakerthans!, solitary sing alongs, stuffy, sight, nature reanimated, paint, strangers.<br /><br /><br /><br />goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:123378 2004-03-23T08:57:45Z 2004-03-23T09:01:23Z elliott - believe if strangers meet<br />life begins-<br />not poor not rich<br />(only aware)<br />kind neither<br />nor cruel<br />(only complete)<br />i not not you<br />not possible;<br />only truthful<br />-truthfully,once<br />if strangers(who<br />deep our most are<br />selves)touch:<br />forever<br /><br />(and so to dark) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:122676 2004-03-20T04:43:01Z 2004-03-20T04:43:01Z thrashing myself a classic phonograph with all the trimmings and rolling out some smooth jazz. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:122484 2004-03-19T08:13:27Z 2004-03-19T08:13:27Z so it goes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:122230 2004-03-14T05:02:08Z 2004-03-14T05:02:08Z i suppose that at this very moment i feel exactly the way bridge walker must feel when he feels this way... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bleedingheart12:122093 2004-03-10T08:12:31Z 2004-03-10T08:12:31Z songs ohia - didn't it rain? setting myself up to dissapoint someone is easy business, a little risky, but easy business.<br /><br /><br /><br />the weather this week has been great inbetween weather!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />no more pegs.